January 28, 2008

I have wanted to post here many times, but usually I just don't have the heart to. It is hard to even look at the blog or Bob's FU-ALS site since he has died. I do find comfort in the group that was formed on Facebook in Bob's memory. Baby steps I guess. People ask me how we are doing, well we literally just take one day at a time. If there is something that people could take from all of this is to live by Bob's motto and Live 4 Today.

Me and Skye miss Bob very much. I am so grateful that Bob and I had Skye before he got sick. She is a blessing and has helped me and Bob get through all this.

I do want the blog to keep going and will try to post more frequently, we'll see.

Rest In Peace

Bob passed away October 5, 2007 at his home. May he rest in peace. I miss you babe.
Love your wife.

What you see when I go by . . .

On the left, the Raider Symbol is my favourite NFL team, on the right is Greg Neuwirth's patch from his hockey team. He was a best friend of mine and he passed away in the Spring of 2004. The bottom patch is my FU-ALS motto which stands for Fu!^ You ALS, or Friends United against ALS. And Live 4 Today, which is written above our bed in the ceiling is something we should strive to do each day.

To my best friend,

My best friend from my childhood, Glen Cheetham was just here. I was

overwhelmed by his visit because it seems now if I see someone and they live a long ways away, chances are I might not see them again, and that is very painful. It was a very different feeling, I never really got to express grief, or I've never been able to feel grieve as I did today.

I had a great visit with Glen, brought back lots of childhood memories of us having fun. Thank you for taking care of the web-site for me. And I will never forget you Glen, my guardian angel.

Bob Jr.

Bob's Champ

Listen to Bob's Champ.

Another Tattoo

Well you seen Bob's tattoo. Here is Alexis' tattoo. It is a cornflower on her ankle. Done by Shelley at Five Star Tattoo.

Happy Anniversary Baby

Bob and I celebrated our 4th Wedding Anniversary on the 23rd of August. We had the pleasure of having some of our really good friends join us. Bob planned this for me. He wanted us to go out and have a good time and we did. I know how hard it is for Bob to go out these days, so for him to plan for us to go out for dinner is a really big thing.

When we came home we sat under the stars for awhile. It was a beautiful night.
Thanks Babe!